It was there. My eyes were there but thought wasn't. The first hour of additional mathematics has gone by and i was still on the first page of the question paper. It wasn't hard. But it was hard for me to focus, i tell you. Aparently i was not quite there in tht quiet white classroom filled with other 26 humans. I couldn't focus, i knw wht was there but just cant get the spot. Its like you knw you're aiming for the bulls eye spot but the consistency was fooling around and you just couldn't focus, at, all.. It wasn't a physical challenge where you can throw a rock to where you aim. But tht was a mentally challenge and did not put my head into it.
Well another 1 and a half hours gone by for physics paper 3. Some was great, some was kind off a turnoff and simply hard to look at. I finished the paper exactly at the very last minute and i dnt feel confident on some questions tht i did. Everything just went blank. Siti was showing her watch directly at me trying to tell there's not much time left. A big gulp sound was made and i finally burried down my mind. Alhamdulillah tht i made it through. A wrong time for this only week. I wish i could go back and do it right. But there's nothing else to do and wait now. I hope this won't happen on monday. Another additional mathematics paper to go through. Wish me luck and wish tht i wont feel blurry and slowmo on tht day. Its importantly for me to pass additional mathematics this time. Thank you for reading. Have a great weekend. Goodbye and salam
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